My memory is not as good as I once thought it was. I don’t think any of our memories are as good as we think they once were. I do know I have the innate ability to forget things which I do not need to remember – like whole evenings
Plus the nature of humanity means that we sometimes change our minds, we think of something to say and then change our minds about it. In the case of a spent thought we simply right it off and a small piece of electrochemical activity that will never be revived – it is deceased, kaput. However, occasionally our chemical activity means that it makes it to our frontal lobe as a definitive idea of what to write or say.
We all have these definite ideas but on occasion nowhere to write them – myself, I have 5 notebooks but I am never quite sure which is the one at I am using today, is it a work notebook or a home notebook a notebook for ideas or for my website codes – so if I need to remember something I use my mobile and type a message as a draft and keep it without sending.
After having an initial idea and it making the struggling fight to the frontal lobe and being recognized as a genuine thought, it still won’t make it to the outside world. IT’S SURVIVAL OF THE FITEST IN HERE – ALTHOUGH IT’S NOT A CROWDED ROOM. Before that thought emerges from our mouth or before I hit the send button on my mobile a secondary filter will kick in and I/we think about how the message (my thoughts) will be received. Have I lost the confidence from starting it to finishing it that my message will be received with the same intention with which I send it.
So here is my full selection of draft text messages – thoughts that never quite made it to the outside world or notes as an aide memoir.
Spelling and abbreviation as in the original message.
When is a door not a door. When it is a jar
Missed train will had 2 go into town
Not sure if i
Not sure if phone was h
U in pizzahut now.
Mmm not the kind of place I wou
The Constitutional- ur daily cultural oatbran – we digest it so u don’t have 2
Sorry 2 bother u but when is ur party
Hi chris did u know peter Tierney x quiggins is bnp + on trail next week
Maybe I should interview u for
Whe
Can u check the links on the pod 4 me. I’m on the train but tweeter told me they weren’t worl
I have no ideas
U driving
I’m
DEfnet’s Media suite might be a good name.
When I get old take me 2 a disco + sit me in a corner + let me die
Hi bob tat
Dv03 lzl
Pointless: Chatting with friends via facebook, while u sit at the same pub table. Use twitter
TalSettee www.youtube.com/defnetmedia Enjoy Neil
May the fleas of a thousand camels infes the arse of any1 who tries to Fuck up youyr year and may their arms grow too short to scratch it! Happy New Year X
Ok to Take it away
Song – Suicide takes many shapes. The fast + the slow
The fast of the train jumper and the slow of the chain smoker
But bein a wage slave is to much like torture. Put a bit of anarchy into ur life. Take off ur rose tinted spectacles. Tell the boss 2 fuck off – u only have to
Take off the shackles of everyday life. Release ur inner beast and leave the wifepost hypnotic suicide
Electric blue flashing storm
On my way 2 manchester now but I’ll meet up with u later 2day in Liverpool 2 hand over recording stuff. Did u get hold of dave? I can’t comeout 2play 2nite as we are awaiting re
Def1net
Westminster insurance
Defcontact Domestos. Shite Pharmaceuticals
Post hypnotic suggestion, Post hypnotic suicide
Poppy Linux
Fact TV has disabled it’s embed feature. Why
Internet dj console. Mpsp 50 records
Podular people 2 work in podular builduings with skill pods, knowledge pods
U should b proud of how hard u have worked. I understand what u must have gone threw. Do you want to tell me more about it.
